My Ocean

da type pjg2.

tp tak jd post.

sbb?

adela.......




blog ni da jd ala2 kelayuan.
sori.

sbnrnye mmg blog ni disengajakan utk dilayukan. [ape punye ayat daaaa]

sbb ape?


sbb... terpk utk privatekan blog.
sbb blog ni bukan mcm blog yg org selalu lalu lalang.
dan bukan blog yg memberi intipati2 ilmiah.

blog ni lebih kepade private life.
sbb tuh takde org lua yg nk lalu lalang bace.. sbb dorang tak fhm..

jd.. might as well. privatekan..

[ini baru terlintas je. baru sggttt. takde kate putus lg]

mebi kalo tak ramai silent readers, bolehla pertimbangkan utk tak private. wahkahkahkahkah.

haih...



okla... nk tido.. gile penat.. mata da hitam giler..
bukan bijik mate, lingkaran luar bijik mata.

tettttttttttttt.

lingkaran luar bijik mata hitam?

hermph....

bile lingkaran bijik mata hitam.... ape jd enh???

hermphh......

hermphhhhh.......

mungkihkah jadi...
tettttttttt!

no~ no~ no~ . bukan yer~! bukan lingkaran itam ini.

then? lingkaran itam mcmne?

hermphh...

mgkinkah.......

tetttttt~!

yeahhhh~! no wonder la mcm familiar je lingkaran itam ni. wahkahkahkahkah.

mcm PANDA~! [terase diriku begitu panda skang]

=p


so, sorila. post kali ni takde apape intipati yg berilmiah.
skang nk tido..
teruja nk tido... kehkehkehkeh..

nak memandakan diri yg sudah panda dgn panda. <- apekah ayat?

pandaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa time~!!!! =D

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 12:15 AM 2 bafflements    

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 5:04 PM 3 bafflements    

pnat.tak tipu.

hp msh wat hal lg..

sory..

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 5:39 PM 0 bafflements    

hr ni physically and mentally tired.

damn serabut.

nk muntah pun ade.
too much drama to handle.

ade offer - shah alam.
tett. tolak.

offer dr jln yap kwan seng.
tett. tolak.

an offer given to me by a well known company.. goyah pule.
well, bukan nk blagak.
tp i hv no interest with the position offered.

aku ge interview pun to please my family.
they wanted me to accept the job. the reason is obvious, its a well known company.
n yes, true. i cant be too picky dlm keadaan mcm ni.

n aku pon tak kesah. ape yg dorang kate betol. just to get a start. tak kesahla position ape.

tp, am not able to lapor diri on that particular date.
because i had schedule with tooooooooot.

why susah nk let go toooooot? because i love the job.
aku even aim to be permanent staff.

tat tarat ta~

so skang, aku berpegang pd prinsip aku blk...
"tuhan da sediakan jln cerita masing2"

itu ajela care taknak bg fening2.


if btol aku tak dpt, so takpela. aku consider aku takde rezeki kat situ.
maybe rezeki aku kt tmpt laen. who knows.

plus+

ade someone kate i hv to be very firm with what i want.
aku jgn tunjuk mcm aku desperate sgt nk keje tuh.
wat semak resume jer.
- kate 'org' tu la... (enjoy reading 'my ocean'? =p)

so, since 'org' tu seems berpengalaman, i hold on tight with ur words at the moment.



and i wish, penantian ku berbaloi. cewah.
kot2 dpt offer yg lebih power tertarik menarik ku mmg dabomB! hahaha.
aminnn.


p/s: haaaaa...... penat tak hilang lg.... =(

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 6:16 PM 3 bafflements    

bile kite bosan, ape yg berlaku?

kite akan mengacau org2 terdekat.
kite akan msg die.
kite akan call die.
kite akan mengunyah tak kire masa.
kite juge akan duduk berakar depan laptop.
dalam satu minit adela dlm 8kali aku refresh page FB.
[yea.aku takde life. booOo~ sama aku]

so, ckopla mukadimah di atas utk memberitahu yg aku kebosanan..

naseb bek aku tgh bosan DAN SENGKEK.

kalo angka akaun aku same ngan bill gates,

ape? boring? zasss! aku terbang ge Mauritius. ge berenang.
ape? bosan? zasss! aku bli anak rimau nak wat pet.
ape? bangang? zasss! ko kene sepak sbb ckp aku bangang. hahahahah.

anyhow,


quotes di atas adalah jwpn kepade soklan yg diberikan oleh someone mlm td.

bile dipk2 kan blk, aku takde respon/ jwpn yg standardize.

kenape aku wat something like that? maybe to others, aku tak dpt benefit.
but, i felt like doing it. and rase blissful doing it.

BUT.

jgn sesekali expect aku akan wat mende yg same kat sume org.
im sorry.
aku akan wat dgn ikhlas shj~
sbb aku da tau ape rasenye kalo wat tanpe ikhlas.
rase penat.

mende ni dtg otomatik. maybe sbb kite terlalu happy.
happy dgn ape yg kite ade.
so, im just showing my appreciation. =)
aku taknak regret later.
who knows what might happen tomorrow or later.
jodoh,ajal, maut di tgn tuhan ye tak?

jd, sementare ade mase kat tgn kite ni, watpe tggu utk mase yg tak pasti esok luse?

...
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im not a perfect person/ perfect friend.
but i aim to be a good one.
just bear with me, through thick and thin.
and i bet u,
i'll be next to u flashing ur way back home whenever u got lost.

i may not be rich.
but im poor enough to lowed myself begging for ur sake.

i may be petite.
but im strong enough to go for a battle with u.

i may look hard.
but im soft enough to wipe ur tears out.

i may be short.
but im tall enough to stand for ur right.


sadly,
to some ppl, sume di atas tak cukup.
seboleh2 digali perkare buruk aku,
utk sekadar dijadikan punca.

punca yg boleh die jaja pd smorang.
utk smorang tahu ke-tidak sempurnaan aku.
well, hello.
aku tak pnah admit aku perfect.
thats y byk kali aku mention;

if ade apape yg tak puas ati ngan aku,
bgtau aku. mgkin aku tak perasan..

supaye in future aku tak wat lg.

tp, nampa gayenye org suke aku wat lg,dan lg.
sbb aku tak ditegur.
aku dibiarkan mcm tuh.

pada org2 yg menerime jajaan tu,
think wise. act mature.


i dont know about u,
tp aku tak risau. sbb aku tau aku berdiri kat tmpt yg betul.
cos day by day, i aim to be better. =)



just remember,
aku yg dilepaskan. bukan aku yg melepaskan.

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 11:25 PM 1 bafflements    

aih.

english.

tak phmla.

used to be very gud at it.

tp, makin lama.

mcm makin karat..

byk giler grammar error..

pfftt...

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 9:42 PM 2 bafflements    

hr ni ade nombor tak dikenali tepon..

aku rase dr company.

either company yg aku da ge interview atau comp call for an interview.

mane aku tau? cos my heart say so. [hahaha.. jwpn yg takleh org lwn.]


so...
aku pon tekan la butang utk mejawab tepon tuh...


aku tekan..
"hello"
...

aku tekan lg sekali.
"hello?"
...

tekan lg dan lg
"hello.hello"

hp stuck.

tak dgr bunyi ape.. gambar icon call in pon tak bgerak..
die stuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aduh.... aduuhhh........

wut if its a gud job? melepas...


but ekceli. aku tak marah.. sbb? like i said, tuhan da sediakan cerita utk kite.
kan?

so mesti ade sbb nape hp stuck.. ;)


namun.. bukan itu persoalannye..
HP BARU adalah persoalannya..
hahahhahahahahahhahahahaahhahahahaha.....

[tak kesah tak dpt keje tp kesah hp stuck.hahahahah]

today last day training.

skang tgh pk nk watpe.
MLS sungguh nk start jobhunt.

siyes mls. tak tipu.taknak la. taknak jobhunt lg...

awfully done by im.iedot.neve.kedekot. at 8:19 PM 1 bafflements